I really don't know what I'm doing here
I really think I should've gone to bed tonight
but...
"Just one drink
And there're some people to meet you
I think that you'll like
them
I have to say we do
And i promise in less than than an hour we will honestly
go...
Now why don't I just get you another
While you just say hello... "
Yeah just
say hello...
So I'm clutching it tight
Another glass in my hand
And my mouth and
the smiles
Moving up as I stand up
Too close and too wide
And the smiles are too
bright
And I breathe in too deep
And my head's getting light
But the air is getting
heavier and it's closer
And I'm starting to sway
And the hands all on my shoulders don't
have names
And they won't go away
So here I go
Here I go again...
Falling into
strangers
And it's only just eleven
And I'm staring like a child
Until someone slips me
heaven
And I take it on my knees
Just like a thousand times before
And I get
transfixed
That fixed
And I'm just looking at the floor
Just looking at the
floor
Yeah i look at the floor...
And I'm starting to laugh
Like an animal in
pain
And I've got blood on my hands
And I've got hands in my brain
And the first short
retch
Leaves me gasping for more
And I stagger over screaming
On my way to the
floor
And I'm back on my back
With the lights and the lies in my eyes
And the colour and
the music's too loud
And my head's all the wrong size
So here I go
Here I go
again...
Yeah I laugh and I jump
And I sing and I laugh
And I dance and I
laugh
And I laugh and I laugh
And I can't seem to think-ac
