did you happen
to catch
or did it happen so fast
what you thought would always last
has passed you
by
is everything speeding up
or am i slowing down
i'm just spinning around
and i
don't know why
all the pieces don't fit
but i didn't really give a shit
i never
wanted to be like you
but for all i aspire
i am really a liar
and i'm running out of
things i can do (i am really a liar)
lies
where is everybody?
well
okay, enough.
you've had your fun
but come on there has got to be someone
hasn't yet
become
so numb
and succumb
and
god damn i am so tired of pretending
wishing
i was ending
when all i'm really doing is trying to hide
and keep it inside
fill it
with lies
open my eyes?
maybe i wish i could try
i am really a liar
where is everybody?
lies
lies
where is everybody?
lies
lies
lies
pleading
feeding
bleeding
breeding
feeding
exceding
where is everybody?
trying
lying
defying
denying