i hurt myself today
to see if i still feel
i focus on the pain
the only
thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill
it all away
but i remember everything
what have i become?
my sweetest friend
everyone i know
goes away in the end
you could have it all
my empire
of dirt
i will let you down
i will make you hurt
i wear my crown of shit
on my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
i cannot repair
beneath
the stain of time
the feeling disappears
you are someone else
i am still
right here
what have i become?
my sweetest friend
everyone i know
goes away in the end
you could have it all
my empire of dirt
i will let you
down
i will make you hurt
if i could start again
a million miles away
