perfect little dream the kind that hurts the most
forgot how it feels well almost
no one
to blame always the same
open my eyes wake up in flames
it took you to make me
realize
it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me realize
it took you to
make me see the light
smashed up my sanity
smashed up my integrity
smashed up
what i believed in
smashed up what's left of me
smashed up my everything
smashed up
all that was true
gonna smash myself to pieces
i don't know what else to
do
covered in hope and vaseline
still cannot fix this broken machine
watching
the hole it used to be mine
just watching it burn in my steady systematic decline
of the
trust i will betray
give it to me i throw it away
after everything i've done i hate myself
for what i've become
smashed up my sanity
smashed up my integrity
smashed up
what i believed in
smashed up what's left of me
smashed up my everything
smashed up
all that was true
gonna smash myself to pieces
i don't know what else to do
