I washed the dishes poured out the old wine
Called a new friend for the second time
It's
not bad this brand new life
It's clean and it's sharp like a brand new knife
I pull
up the covers and curl up tight
Turn down the sound turn off the light
Close my eyes and I
quietly whisper
Goodnight
You're not here you're not even there
Out of my heart
out of my hair
I can't roll away with this missing piece
You could only ever want what I
could never ever be
How can I be okay if I'm pulling away
All the things that held
together my life
All I want tonight is to touch you and kiss you
But I only wish you
