Contradiction in my thoughts is the barrier of my life
I cannot jump that nigh to
overcome
Too many hidden ways - their destination is the same
Which way is wrong and which
is right
Sometimes I wish I had a choice
To end or to begin
Sometimes I wish I
could live on my own
But nothing's breaking through the walls inside
All the dreams
remain behind
All the voices fade away
I'm falling into nothingness of life
I don't care
about the time
I don't need to understand
There's no confusion in my mind but the
clarity is gone
I hope you'll never ask about tomorrow
My abandoned ship is carried by the
current
I cannot fight against it and I cannot force it
Sometimes I wish I had a
choice
To end or to begin
Sometimes I wish I could live on my own
But nothing's
breaking through the walls inside
All the dreams remain behind
All the voices fade
away
I'm falling into nothingness of life
I don't care about the time
I don't need to
understand